Season 5, Episode 3​

TRemy & Trevor kick off Remy’s Story with the humor of what their first few days of treatment looked like together in 2019. Remy goes back to the origins of his story, an Indigenous kid growing up in a white family, his mother being a product of the The Sixties Scoop. Remy’s feelings of not belonging and disconnection from culture contributed to his troubles as a kid and ultimately led him to alcohol use. Remy left school early to work in remote industries: tree service, mining, oil & gas, firefighting, etc. In the oil and gas field Remy was introduced to cocaine which rapidly deteriorated his ability to function. Remy and Trevor discuss the insanity they both experienced in their days of trying to work through their cocaine dependence, including not wanting to be alive due to their suffering. At the height of Remy’s substance related illness, Remy was initially refused medical treatment until the doctor assessed his blood and saw the severity of damage to his liver, kidneys, and pancreas. With some humor, Remy talks about how his recovery wasn’t a straight line until he landed in Cedars Recovery. Through many more remarkable life experiences, Remy developed into the strong Indigenous leader that he had been seeking his whole life. Remy wraps up with a visceral recounting of his experience with his higher power in the 2021 Lytton wildfire.

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